Thursday, April 20, 2006
Angry! And Sad....><"
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hm... let me talk about wha i'm angry about..well i'm actually very angry about my mom cause is like she likes to vent her frustration on me.... and i hate tt cause this is not the first time shes doing it. Well she was scolding me all sort of vugarities (which i dun care) ..then is like she said to me sorry for being angry cause she was in stress..... i mean why everyone is soo stress.. even my friend ...my....special friend "G" she was stress out wif me about her 'O' levels. It jus sooo seems like i piss her off alot i hate tt... Its not tt i hate her but it makes me....some how to hate myself even more...i mean i treated her as a very very extrodinary close friend... i mean i wanted to share things wif her...and is like now ever since she got a bf she change....(i knew tt will happen) the things tt i wan to tell her about what will happen to her and her bf and she told me tt i'm cursing her... i was having kind intention....but...she jus said tt... she jus change alot....i knew tt she will fall in love wif her bf (not like wha she usually say tt she only treated him as a younger bro but yet a bf) i know it! it is jus a matter of time...i guess tt our closeness will soo be vanish in thin air... anyway she won't remember the time when I and her talk...(the closeness, the confidings.... the fun tt we had....i guess.....it will jus soon vanish...)I jus begin to hate my self ....tt doesn't mean i like to reproach myself....but i jus hate myself alot....I've been saying this to myself alot of times already "maybe i shouldn't talk to her" ............
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TheTurningPoint winks
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