Monday, April 24, 2006
Happy or Sad?
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Well what should i say first? Hmm... Maybe start of with the happy things ba... anyway the happy thing was that i got a scholarship which the amount was like $1200!!!! Alot right?! Hahas... Then here come the sad news... Well can you believe that a girl which is 7 year younger then me is steading with me? I myself also can't believe it.. is like.... maybe I should call myself stupit....but in a way..she was nice...(thought I know i should not say anything now) but then she was like 7 years younger...and then many of my friends were like telling me to break wif her...and I can't bear to do it....cause if I do it i'm scare that I may hurt her (maybe not...) but then is like she have so many to go through whereas for me I don't have much...(argh! i'm confuse already) and is like if I really break with her...I'll be like repeating the same thing as what I did to "someone" last time. And I know that if anyone were to read this they will definately think that in the first place why did I stead with her right? Well I mean is that I actually didn't want this but i guess that i'm jus too honest..and naive..(and thats me) I couldn't change that..thats jus me..I should be angry...but....I think I shouldn't cause she did this for a reason...and her reason was she didn't wan me to leave her (cause she know that I will definately leave her if i know her age..) that time i guess that she like me alot....I guess but then now is like I don't even know whether does she still feel for me anot? I don't even know....and she is lucky that i'm still waiting for her...I was hoping that when I get to talk to her again...I really hope to talk about this...I don't mind feeling hurt but I just don't like the feeling of making another person in my life to be hurt... I know that sometime we hav to make sacrifaces but then....thats really not my type....*sign*
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TheTurningPoint winks
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