* the love nest of him and her *

Monday, August 07, 2006

what more can anything happen to me?
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i thought to myself....."everythings tt u do... sometime ppl jus dun realise it...even thought they always tell u tt they noe.." but i mean so wha if anyone noes about it?...... i've like many ppl in my life family...friends...childhood lover....and the person tt i love..but in the end i was always hurt... each time when i try to help all the way for them. they jus kept quiet or even say about me..i try to speak my point but then in the end i couldn't...same case goes to the person tt i love...is always in this case..is like each time when they are really down i've always try my best to be there.....and i've always wanted to take a chance to tell them how much i felt...but then the person didn't actually love me...*i dun expect anyone to love me but jus to give me a chance* but non of a chance was given to me. Is always in this case tt i wanted to say but in the end i dun hav the chance or even if i say it will be turn down...it always hav been happening like this...i've tried to work hard enough...but it is still in this way...nth change...everyone change...probaly change for the better i guess...except for me...sometime i begin to ask myself is this going to continue? is there anymore coming to hurt me like this? hahas i guess so ba...i've always tried to make a difference but in the end....not much difference is made....ppl call me to be myself...but i hate it...cause all this kept happening to me i really didn't noe wha to do....but jus to really keep everything to myself....and be more withdrawn abit....probaly tt is the best way.... i hate myself to be invisible towards everyone....but then i guess i hav to face it....i hav no choice....tt my life..i can't change it...i can't....can't...

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TheTurningPoint winks
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