Tuesday, March 06, 2007
MANY THINGS AND MANY MORE~
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Well its really been a super long time since I last blog. Well many things happen in my current life now. So this what i'm going to blog today which is my current life.
Recently
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Well many things have been going abit lovely dovefy for me I couldn'd explain why but this just happen to me. One day went watching movie wif a group of friend then in the end was shock that one of my female friend was already the stead of my another classmate "shocking huh?" yep sure is... "ok frankly i like her get me?" So I thought everything was totally going to be a "BO CHUP thing" to me. But then it came back to me again. She was concern about me whether am I feeling worst or anything but then I didn't want to reply her as I really have nothing to say to her "Not that I don't care about her". Soon enough I replied her in the end. We had a very long conversation. I could feel that she was trying to engage me to talk to her. In the end.. yea.. i did talk to her. Soon enough she was feeling abit no feeling towards her boyfriend so yea she kinda approach me and I talk to her for days.. and try to made things better for the both of them. In the end I try to resist from liking her but then I failed "as usual". Well there is one night that i crappin somethings with her and then i goes around joking asking her whether would she wants to be my stead in msn "as in online la". Well you know what? She agreed. And from that moment I was super happy. Even though it was not a real one but at least a "back" one. We were so happy to be talking to each other but then never did i expect that one day she would have told me that she felt happy talking to her real boyfriend. I didn't know what was I feeling at that time but then I smsed back that it was good for them. I didn't why I said that but then I was the only words that I could say. I mean after all they are the real couple thingy right? Maybe I should start backing out.. Man I really don't know what to do. If things really don't turn out of what i wish for ... then I guess it will be the best part of me to back off already.. and see the happy people in this world again. Well this was what I felt recently just felt so tired of it. Just feel like sleeping so that everything will be erase. Well just hope for the best. "sign.."
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