It's RaInInG

2007-10-31T09:38:00.000-07:00

OK TIME FOR SOME HEADLINE NEWS!~la~

TOURIST TAUNT TRISHAW UNCLE

He says: I was so angry when they left without paying
Trishaw uncle, 67, says:"I didn't know they were MAKING FUN OF ME"

well a little summary for you ^^

(some parts quoted frm New Paper)

How does he feel being made fun of?"It doesn't matter. I have already forgotten about it," he said.The good-natured man works every day from about 5pm to 3am, and sleeps the rest of the day.On a good day, he earns about $30 but on most days, he pockets much less. Asked if he has had a hard life, he said: "There is no need to bring it up to other people. As long as I know, that's enough. "Whether I am happy or not, I have been doing this for 15 years."MR LEE was born without a right ear, and other than rheumatism in his legs, he does not suffer from other illnesses. He lives with his wife and grown-up daughter in a Sembawang flat. His son, who is in his 30s, is married and living on his own.Although his children give him money, he still needs to work.He bought the trishaw for over $300 when he was 52. He said: "I had no choice. No one wants to employ you when you are old."

He reckons he has two or three more years left in him as a trishaw rider.

He said: "You need alot of strength and I think I won't have enough strength by then."

How do u feel after reading this? GOOD? Hoho I believe that you still have your stand as a insensitive and non-bully. Well I respect for your kinda erm.... apologising at a comfortable level and making people think or rather you YOURSELF think that there is nth wrong in there. HAHAs.. Please for god sake I guess in your term of "bully" just for example means having a physical fight on someone weak. OH PLEASE in mine own kinda erm "dictionary" it means to me using your magics around your PATHETIC english and treating him like a person which is dumb enough to know your standards kind of english. Get what I mean? =)

Apologising for your "mistakes" through media? (Good for you to think in that way trying to use the media and happily thinking yrself that everything will be alright. Hahas you know? I really seriously PITY you. =) And I sympathise with Mr Lee.=)

Well so long Davis as I don't think this will be over =)

2007-03-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

Chonging Chonging and Chonging
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Man nowadays i'm so addicted to this game called trickster. I've been like playing this online game all day long just to keep my level as high as possible *am i crazy?!*... Anyway I rate this game 9/10 it is really a easy and cool type of game to play especally the EXP part it is so easy to train!!! Much more better then maple. But then during the changing of the job *meaning changing to something more powerful and look nicer* it will be much more tougher because of the requirements that is needed to change job. Well anyway this are some of the pics that I took during the game play enjoy~

Well this part is the starting part....><"

Well this was during the night when I was still training :P

Well so this is all about my game ya? *man i'm so crazy over it!* HAHA anyway got to go already see ya? ;)

2007-03-06T03:06:00.000-08:00

MANY THINGS AND MANY MORE~
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Well its really been a super long time since I last blog. Well many things happen in my current life now. So this what i'm going to blog today which is my current life.

Recently
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Well many things have been going abit lovely dovefy for me I couldn'd explain why but this just happen to me. One day went watching movie wif a group of friend then in the end was shock that one of my female friend was already the stead of my another classmate "shocking huh?" yep sure is... "ok frankly i like her get me?" So I thought everything was totally going to be a "BO CHUP thing" to me. But then it came back to me again. She was concern about me whether am I feeling worst or anything but then I didn't want to reply her as I really have nothing to say to her "Not that I don't care about her". Soon enough I replied her in the end. We had a very long conversation. I could feel that she was trying to engage me to talk to her. In the end.. yea.. i did talk to her. Soon enough she was feeling abit no feeling towards her boyfriend so yea she kinda approach me and I talk to her for days.. and try to made things better for the both of them. In the end I try to resist from liking her but then I failed "as usual". Well there is one night that i crappin somethings with her and then i goes around joking asking her whether would she wants to be my stead in msn "as in online la". Well you know what? She agreed. And from that moment I was super happy. Even though it was not a real one but at least a "back" one. We were so happy to be talking to each other but then never did i expect that one day she would have told me that she felt happy talking to her real boyfriend. I didn't know what was I feeling at that time but then I smsed back that it was good for them. I didn't why I said that but then I was the only words that I could say. I mean after all they are the real couple thingy right? Maybe I should start backing out.. Man I really don't know what to do. If things really don't turn out of what i wish for ... then I guess it will be the best part of me to back off already.. and see the happy people in this world again. Well this was what I felt recently just felt so tired of it. Just feel like sleeping so that everything will be erase. Well just hope for the best. "sign.."

2007-02-18T08:11:00.000-08:00

Well today just found some cool videos about the audition of stars "maybe" in singapore lol *not that sure whether is it singapore anot :P ANYWAY!! check this cool videos

VS Final Exam Superstar

This Pair of Twins is great

VS Final Exam Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou

Cool remix..check it out

VS Final Exam Li Xiang Qing Ren

potential star...cool performance

VS Final Exam Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei

A person who puts in alot of effort

cool videos right? HAHAs anyway hope you guys enjoy~ :)

2007-01-28T12:23:00.000-08:00

Something are just so hard to understand
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Do anyone who is reading my blog finding understanding other is a very hard thing to get it? Well to me is a total yes. Maybe you can say that I'm not sensitive to understand people enough or maybe you can say that I'm sometime being too over sensitive or rather non of the above *LOL*. Anyway recently have been really finding some of my friend hard to understand them. Firstly they don't tell what actually happen to them maybe they are really ok just that I'm being too sensitive..... ><". All this happenings begin to let me think whether am i good enough to be their friend or not? *sign* In another words I'm pretty sure that i've not said anything bad before them I mean is like why would I want to do that? *sign again* I really hope all this will end someday.....

Note: Anyone who see this episode of my blog, Don't mind me cause i'm not saying everyone is like that... this is just how I feel towards somethings that all ok? so don't feel offended. :)

2007-01-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

SICK SICK SICK
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Today just seen a doctor cause my rashes begin to act up again and my sorethroat is getting way worst then before. The worst part is that I got a feeling that I will get a fever soon. Well I told all this to my mum already so she is like fully taking care of me now *feel so warm haha*. Anyway just hope that I will be fully cured by tomorrow. Really don't wish to bring this sickness to work man if not it will be terrible. So let just hope that everything will be alright for me tomorrow. so that all about it see ya!

2007-01-19T21:31:00.000-08:00

My days were full of ups and downs
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The downs
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Well lets talk about the downs. Afew days ago or maybe quite sometime ago had a arguement with one of my favourite friend =x.... But then I guess she just needs her own space... was trying my best to know what had actually happen to her... but yea to no avail.

Sometime I just wish that time would really fly faster then usual. As everyone should know that my internship start long ago already now i think still left 5 weeks? Man that is really long. And guess what I was so scare about calling people to bring down their laptop for service and then my senior told me to do that I was so nervous. Though I hate it but still got to carry on. Manage to call all the users in the end. Was super nervous.... really.... Oh ya another thing is that recently my director always come down to the funan service centre >.<" *Don't know for what* Anyway he was always asking me how many rmas have I done today this and that then calling me to do things faster so that can learn more things.....I was so wth yea. I did my best.... fastest.. for him to see lol.

The ups.....
Fixing keyboard was one of my favourite. HAHA!! Y? Cause it is super easy><"" anyway as I can remember is that there is one user complaining that her keyboard can't work. So since her warrantly is not over then we'll just change it for her. It took me 5 mins to change it. lol. After that my CSO *customer service operator* pass the keyboard to her. She was so jubilant about it. And she was like saying "I love you I love you!!!!!! I could finally get my keyboard back already!!!!" When my CSO told me about this I was having this look ---> -_-" yea. It makes me happy that the customer is happy too~ hahas~

Well guess thats all about it... see ya ;)

2007-01-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

Specally to tell u......
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What can I give up:
G. My time just for you
H. My emotion just for you
U. My life just for you
I. All of the above (I)

What can I do without you:
A. I would die with depression
G. I wouldn't be as happy as last time
C. I would rather sleep throughout my life
L. All of the above (L)

How much I want to tell you:
R. How much I have the feeling for you
G. How much you help me to carry on my feelings and life
C. How much you are there for me
U. I LOVE YOU (U)

(Points scored : I, L, U)

Now is the time to tell you how much each point score

I = Me myself and I

L = The love between us

U = You yourself and only you

~I LOVE U~

2007-01-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

Quite Alright
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The day for today was quite alright. Working went abit smoothly. Hahas. If I can continue doing this it would be great. Particularly I pack those RMA's parts back to the box already and all is set to delivery back to AP. After that my manager Ming Yang ask me to pack all the parts back to the repective laptops so that it is easlier for the engineers to fix the laptops. Well alot of laptops were yet to be found so I think i should try harder tomorrow. Another thing is that I've found out that Kelvin *my classmate* was even better then me. He could attend to the customer this and that but as for me I can't even or maybe you can say that I don't even dare to approach the customer especally for the servicing side where all the scolding and the complaining and the vugalties gather. LOL anyway thats all about it for today work.

2007-01-09T23:13:00.000-08:00

I Mess It Up Again
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Today particularly I tried my super best to clear the RMA's parts yea.... gd news is that I managed to clear it. But the worst part was still the beginning. It all started with packing the RMA's parts into different boxes. Well it was smooth until when the delivery man came. He was supposed to take my RMA's parts back to AP *Asia Pac* then that where the nightmare started... he was asking for the RMA's parts then I was still like sorting out those parts then he look was like so freaking *sian* yea then i saw Jimmy *my senior* looks oso *sian*..... then after that Jimmy found out that there were parts that went missing or rather not missing but not suppose to be there. I was like *shit* then Jimmy gave me a glare... I knew I dissapoint him.. I knew it!.... Darn the feeling is so freaking bad.... I really hate it.. it make me even more hate the internship man.. to think that internship suppose to be fun *heard it from my teacher*.... liars.... anyway thats all about this messy thingy...

Shocking call
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Received a call from a gal call Diane.. hahas well she is my msn friend and really dare not to call me or even meet me! Lol. Anyway she got into my school which is Simei ITE Info-comm Technology.. HAHAs.... all this while she has always been telling me how much she is shy about *which is real*. But then today really really didn't expect that she would actually call me I was like *WTH* at first then excited hahas. She was asking for my opinon on some cca stuff on which want should she join... yea tt all about it.. oh ya and this call was really a blessing to me cause it release me from the stress that i've gathered for hours.... so that all tata~

2007-01-06T09:53:00.000-08:00

The pressure II
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Today is Sunday, Time 1.54am, Date 7/1/2007, tomorrow is going to be another worst day that i'm going have. Facing some of the things that I really don't wish too. *Sign* what am I going to do. All I know in my mind now is that i got to endure it no matter what. "It is really tough" thats what I said that to myself most of the time. I hope to do the same thing again when working. Something like RMA that is really cool and challenging. Well that what I feel... Anyway thinking about tomorrow is way worst then nightmare. Now I begin to know what is an adult feeling when they are working. The life is totally MONO..... thats all that I can say....

A friend of my....
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Well this friend of my is none other then the mouse jerry *most people call him mouse cause he always regard himself as a mouse*. Yesterday was totally a memorable moment for me and other of my friends as we send Jerry off. The feeling were kinda sad. But that is like just for a moment only. After that everybody were like back to normal. Well that what I can say for now. LOL. Anyway to Jerry. "MUST JIAYOU!!!!!"

2007-01-03T09:58:00.000-08:00

Pressure on the way
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Today was sure a pressured day.... Many things to do man... first I have to help to find things for my seniors second I got to prepare to learn reload, format, reseal *don't know what the heck is that and many more going on my way I guess. By hearing the words that Dave *which is one of my *senior* told me today..."Zhi wei be prepare to learn how to *blah blah blah*".... I was like WTFH....yea that very obvious ><". I'm pretty sure that I got to really prepare to learn how their system really goes and how to fix those idoit customer's laptop.... lol *calling them idoit is because the customer really don't know how to take good care of their laptop...... yea.... darn 2 months station there... it is really a very tiring thing but then i guess at the end of the day I will learn alot of them and reach my senior level and learn alot alot of things about the laptops and stuff laas.. Well I guess that all about it.... well see ya tommorrow. ;-)

2007-01-01T01:25:00.001-08:00

Well as u can see the poster on top it is very obvious about what am I going to talk about hahas. Death Note the last name is what i've just watch recently. The show was TOTALLY COOL. I love the bad character which name is call Light. Man he is really totally smart cool evil and almost everything that u can name it wahahaha. I guess i'll rate this show ***** really a well recomended show by me as u can see the fighting of the world 2 genius.....catch before your name shall end up in the notebook WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

This is a trailer of Death Note the last name enjoy~

2007-01-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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IT IS NEW YEAR!!!! YAY!!!!! Well the reason for being so happy is because I can meet my juniors wahahahaha.. Maybe you will find me very weird for being happy like this but thats really how I feel. Nows the time for me to think about my new year resolution wahahahaa. Hmm what shall I aim for this time...hmm.... find a good gf =x, get GPA 4!!!!! or at least more then GPA 3 can lou...., MUST GO POLY!!, maple must be level high *i think that is quite a wishful thinking*, must always make an effort to sleep early *maybe impossible ba* and lastly make my year smooth sailing...hahas guess that all about my new year resolution hahas. ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

2007-01-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

MY ATTACHMENT
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Well as you people out there should know that my attachment or internship had just started recently. Well first day of work was like.... hm... a slacking day for me? Yea kinda of a slacking day for me... but well at least I learnt how to fix afew series of the fujitsu laptops kinda cool huh. HAHA. Just for your infomation that I belong to the technical department for those kinda warrantly thingy *fixing customer spoilt laptops*. My day finishes at 6 on that day. Immediately I found out that I was transfered to Funan centre to help up with the fujitsu warrantly shop there. Man I was so reluctant to go to that place as i'm not with any of my friends. In the end for the results of my internship grades I have to obey....*sign*. As time goes by I began to get used to the surrounding already though sometime I feel that the work is too rush *sign*. Well I guess that about it for this post...

2006-12-22T01:15:00.000-08:00

ERAGON

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Well watch this movie today Eragon as you should know... this show I think I will rate it 7/10 why? Cause firstly the explaination of the Dragons is not very detail and also the races was not really shown in the movie compared with Lord Of The Ring. Maybe my expectation is too high but this movie is surely recommand to families which love fantasy cause it is easy to understand as compared with LOTR. So this movie is surely a families friendly show. Do watch it as I guess it will have part 2. Oh and to find out more about this movie check this webbie out at ------------->http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eragon_(film) and to know more about those dragons check this webbie out --> http://www.draconika.com/

Well that all about it ya? so enjoy the trailer.....

2006-12-22T00:56:00.000-08:00

(Well there is somethings that I wanted to share with you guys out there and to be proud of things about ITE that I found in todays news paper.)

Bright future for ITE students

Institude of Technical Education students are proving that ITE does not stand for "It's The End" - both in their further education and career prospects. Sandra Davie sizes up the prospects for ITE graduates.

MOVING UP TO POLYTECHNICS
A record number of 1643 ITE graduates made it to polytechnics this year, up from 1154 last year. The increase is due partly to a policy change that allows ITE students to defer their three-year diploma studies.

Another reason is that there were more ITE graduates this year because of larger intakes in 2004 and 2005, part of the whom were the Dragon Year babies.

But even if those factors are discounted, the number of ITE students making it to polytechnics has grown over the years. Just five years ago, a mere 700 made it to the polytechnics.

To qualify for polytechnic studies, an ITE student needs a two-year National Institude of Technical Education Certificate (Nitec) qualification with a minimum grade point average (GPA) of 3.5, or alternatively a Higher Nitec.

Higher Nitec students with a GPA of 3.5 and above can obtain direct entry into the second year of the polytechnic course.

Generally, those with N-level qualifications take the Nitec course, while those with O levels opt for Higher Nitec.

Polytechnic lecturers note that ITE students do well in poly as they are more mature motivated, and bring with them good technical skills. The ITE does not track how many of its students who make it to the polytechnics go on to take up a degree, but officials say the majority do head to local universities or overseas.

There are a few who have returned with first class honours. One of them was highlighted by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong in his National Day rally speech last year.

Mr Eric Chen, 32, went from Ngee Ann Polytechnic to the University of Edinburgh, where he graduated with first-class honours. He then completed his master's at Imperial College in London but turned down an offer to do his PhD, opting instead to return in 2002 to teach at the ITE.

MOVING ON TO JOBS
ITE graduates who entered the job market last year had no trouble landing well-paid jobs, going by the employment survey findings.

Compared with their counterparts surveyed in 2004, graduates did marginally better last year in the job market on several fronts.

More were offered full-time jobs within three months of job hunting - 91 per cent, compared to 89 per cent the previous year.

More were also working at the time of the survey: 90 per cent last year, compared with 87 per cent in 2004.

And when it came to the starting pay, there was a two per cent ncrease over that of 2004. Fresh graduates last year earned about $1250 a month, while those who had served national service earned about $1550.

Most in demand were machatronics graduates, who commanded the highest average gross monthly salary of $1815. Mechatronics students study mechanical, electrical and electronic engineering. In general, am ITE engineering graduate received $1666 a month.

MOVING UP IN THEIR CAREERS
ITE tracks its graduates to see if they continue to do well in the job market in the long term.

Last year, it surveyed its students who graduated from 1993 to 1995 and of the 870 respondents, 98 per cent were gainfully employed.

A quarter held managerial and professional jobs. On average, they earned $2500 a month. Of the respondents, 37, or four per cent, reported they had started their own businesses.

ITE dons are pleased by all the signs that say the ITE is on the right track. Its registrar, Mr Cheang Wee Kok Shang, said the good employment performance of ITE graduates reflects the relevance and value of an ITE education as well as employers' strong endorsement of ITE graduates.

ITE's two main colleges in Choa Chu Kang and Ang Mo Kio will be ready in a few years time. Its first mega-campus - ITE College East, which opened last year at Simei - was built at a cost of $240 million.

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2006-12-21T07:39:00.000-08:00

Mapling days..
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Well particularly my days had been a mapling day ya... I greatly apologise for stop toking to some of my buddies "I will make them up to u!!" Well currently my character *which is called DagBoi* level is 45 but going to be 46... had been really hard core cause seeing most of my friends levels they're level are so wow.... Anyway is like I've got nothing to do at home so ya.. just "chong"...

Internship..
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My internship is coming already *DARN!*. The day is on 26 of dec... This will be the first footstep on society on my own *instead of "with my dad" yea* working for 1 month earning $450 *which is totally not enough for me LOL* that have to be kept in the bank as what my mum has always said -_-" The worst part is that on the very first day I got to guide most of my friends to the place *which is henderson industrial park*. Well guess on that day I'll be the tour guard already..LOL...

The new batch of ITEsian
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Man can't wait to see those juniors of my wahaha *REMEMBER CHOOSE INFO-COMM!!!* especally when cca drive but too bad i've got internship DAMN IT!!!! :@ No choice I guess it always happen in this case haiz... anyway hope that diane notes this when she sees my blog "HEY! THERE! ME AND KELVIN REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U!! WAHAHAHA" =x Well guess that all about it for today ya? byebe...~

2006-12-18T07:46:00.000-08:00

long day...
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Today was really a long day. Why say that cause today wheather was raining like hell or long. Then I was working today and plus right after working i got to go to east coast for the bbq thingy... It is so darn tiring laa.... haiz.. anyway the bbq was successful and I think fun ba.. *lol still have to "I think"*. Anyway as expected that during the bbq thingy there was a meeting for the main com peeps. Ya.. well it was Mr raymond *my section head* idea great huh? Lol. Anyway those "normal members or "ka kia" was left out..><". Sometimes I didn't know why I just can't stand it when I am being left out.... hmm maybe because i'm the only child? Well I don't know... Right after the bbq thingy I quicky rush my way back home. When I was on my way back home i receive a msg frm a close friend of my. She was asking me wha happen.. well particularly I didn't dare to ans her... scare that she more worried.. maybe in another words shes just not worry at all or just asking... argh.... I don't know just very happy that she went for the bbq it was so FINALLY... ya... guess that all about it for today~ well tata~

2006-12-14T18:59:00.000-08:00

So busy
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Darn recently just finish my chalet. 2 nights chalet ya? Well it was tiring ok... Anyway my days seems to be getting more and more busy. Don't know whether is this a good thing or not. Just speak of today activities that I have like SICT suntec event *something like a thanks giving ceremony*, second I've got to rush down to singapore post center at paya lebar to help my friend with CDC thingy and lastly I got go and watch the musical thingy at the expo hall 10 with a teacher and some friends.... darn the time is like sooo argh...... I guess that u get wha I mean.... Just hope that my busy days won't be permanent....that all about it ya? See ya soon.... sob...:'(

2006-12-08T09:40:00.000-08:00

Rain Gets a Baby Shower

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The workaholic K-pop superstar Rain is participating in a photography exhibition to help children without families. The Love Photography Exhibition has been held annually since 2003 by the Social Welfare Society and photographer Cho Sei-hon to help children in government care and aims to match unfortunate children with loving adoptive parents. When Rain heard about the exhibition, he reportedly said, “If we can find a warm family for just one of the children, I’d be happy to be a part of it.” And when the time came, he was there to be a part of the shoot despite his tightly packed schedule.

But at the shoot, Rain was perplexed when he had to pose with a one-month-old baby in his arms. “I don’t really know how to hold a baby,” he said. When the shoot was nearly over, the infant suddenly had an “accident” all over the singer, making the crowd burst into laughter. “The new surroundings may have made the baby nervous, which lead to the discourtesy,” Cho says. “Rain’s clothes and hands were soaked in pee, but he wasn’t at all annoyed, and instead said baby urine is a ‘good thing.’” The event will run on Dec. 20-26 in the Insa Art Center in Insa-dong, Seoul, with entertainers including Rain, Kim Jeong-eun, who is a honorary PR ambassador for the Social Welfare Society, Kim Hye-soo, Sohn Ye-jin and SG Wannabe participating.

DATE 2006-11-10

Vengeance Trilogy Director Returns with Romantic Comedy Starring Rain

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Fresh from making hard-boiled thrillers, Korea's Park Chan-wook said Thursday (Nov. 9) that he wanted to deliver a romantic story that "smells like fruit" this time.

"I'm a Cyborg, But That's Okay," Park's seventh feature, is to debut in theaters next month, basking in the heightened attention for its male lead, star singer and actor Rain (called Bi in Korean). Dubbed "a kind of romantic comedy" by the director, the story of a young female mental patient who believes she is a cyborg and her male mate who chases after her marks the director's return, far from the Vengeance trilogy.

"Believe it or not, it's true that this is the movie I made," Park said in a press conference to announce the end of the production.

"It was good that I could cast young actors. Somehow I wanted to return to my childish dream. I wanted to make a movie that is as fresh as them and that smells like fruit. An age 12-rated movie that I can watch with my daughter."

Its female lead is Lim Soo-jung, who played a blameless heroine in the popular Korean television drama series, "Sorry, I Love You," which aired last year in eight Asian countries, including China, Japan, Singapore and Vietnam.

"The mental patients all have their own unique universe. It could be nothing more than an illusion in the eye of normal people. But it is an indispensable one, the only and very realistic world to that person. So if they talk to each other about their own universe, wouldn't that be a kind of what we call love?" he said in a Seoul hotel packed with hundreds of local and foreign journalists, where some scenes from the film were screened.

Making his screen debut with the established director, Rain said he saw the pristine state of humans from the wacky, disorderly mental hospital.

"I interpret this movie as a message of hope for the world. The patients in the hospital live with feelings of irritation and distance from the world, but I felt that they are very good natured and naive and more focused than any normal people," he said.

"I'm a Cyborg, But That's Okay" is to be released nationwide on Dec. 7.

DATE 2006-11-13

Song Hye-kyo Gets a Visit from her friend, Rain

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On Nov. 10, Rain, a close friend of Song Hye-kyo’s visited her at Korean Folk Village, bringing her some midnight snacks, which showed a sign of their close friendship.

Rain arrived late in the evening while the staff and actors of “Hwang Gini’, Song Hye-kyo’s new movie, were having dinner and gave Song some yummy snacks.

The women staff looked on a bit enviously as Song thanked Rain for his visit and saw him out to the parking lot.

Both born the same year, Rain and Song Hye-kyo, have developed a good friendship from a previous drama ‘Full House’ in which they both acted together as lovers. This drama had been popular not only domestically but also in other Asian countries.

Rain is now busily promoting his new album and new movie “I'm a Cyborg, But That's Okay”. However, it is been said that he stops by to see Song who has been preparing the transition of her acting style through this new upcoming movie.

The drama version of ‘Hang Gini’ starring Ha Ji-won is now being aired on KBS and gaining much popularity from television viewers, so many people wonder if a movie version will be as exciting as its drama. Song Hye-kyo has been filming this movie in Gyeonggi-do and Gangwon-do for 4 months without announcing the film locations and its scenes to the media, which brings more anticipation to her fans as well as the media.

DATE 2006-11-24

2006-12-04T08:34:00.000-08:00

STRESSFUL!!
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Well like what I've said before is that exam period actually not suppose to post new thingy about me but then... out of "too much boredness" I must as well do it *:P*. Anyway today had my D-comm paper. Man...><><"* well I guess I'll stop here for now.. update u after this coming friday which is my ITess exam.. wish me luck!!! ^^

2006-11-18T22:10:00.000-08:00

Another day of Gary Times. Well today just found out something about Rain *korean singer*. So do check it out!

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Quoted From: Nur Amira Abdul Karim

JUST so that he can watch his favourite Korean pop idol Rain perform at the Singapore Indoor Stadium in January, Azekiel Cheung has started putting in two extra shifts a week as a coffee barista.

The part-time student, who earns $5 an hour, now works eight-hour shifts three times a week to pay off his debt of $388.

The avid fan bought his concert ticket with the help of a friend who is an OCBC credit card holder. They were offered priority booking for the concert when the tickets went on sale two weeks ago. He plans to pay her back in instalments of $100 a month, which is 20 hours' worth of work.

Azekiel, 18 plans to sneak off on Jan 21 to catch Rain's concert. His parents don't know about his ticket purchase. "They'd be furious if they found out," he said. "My parents are very strict about money and they think that listening to music is a waste of time. I don't have a choice but to find my own means to pay for the ticket."

Also working hard to pay for the coveted concert tickets is undergraduate Wong Yihui, 21, who works two to three days a week at an accounting firm for $10 an hour. each session is two or three hours long. She recently bought a $188 ticket.

Said Yihui: "I didn't expect the tickets t be so expensive. I had to make a snap decision when the tickets were up for sale because seats were being filled up so fast. I didn't want to miss an oppotunity to watch Rain live."

She is making a lot of sacrifices to catch the concert, including giving up a short holiday. "My friends and I had planned to go to Malaysia to unwind after the exams. We eextimated the trip would cost around $300, but after buying the concert ticket, I can't afford to go anymore."

The sensational pop star who is causing these teens to part with their hard-earned money is 24 year old Rain or Jung Ji Hoon, as he is known in Korea.

The singer-actor's hit drama series, Full House, which has aried all over Asia, catapulted him to fame in Singapore when it was shown on cable TV last year. His debut concert in Singapore on Jan 21 next year has set a record for the pricest concert tickets here.

The most expensive tickets for the performance at the Singapore Indoor Stadium are going for $888. there are about 200 of those tickets. Other tickets. Other tickets cost $188, $288, $388 and $688. The $888 and $688 tickets are not available to the public. All of them have been bought up by sponsors and Rain's international fan club. Sixty per cent of the other tickets have also been taken up.

A number of the teens who have tickets for the show are keeping mum about their plans. They do not want their names mentioned or their pictures used in the paper for fear that their parents would find out about them spending so much on a concert.

Older fans of Rain too are secretive about their support. Some felt they are too old to be fans, while others plan to dissappear from work on "urgent leave" to catch the concert. They do not want their bosses to find out about their ruse in The Sunday Times, the said.

The Korean idol played two sold-out nights at Madison Square Garden in Feburary this year. In May, he was named the second most influential entertainer in the world by Times magazine.

Following his rise to stardom is fan chen Yicui, 23. The business management student, who has Rain's music CDs and DVDs as well as pictures of him on her laptop, paid for her $188 ticket by dipping into her savings.

She has a cut back on food and snacks, and goes out less often with her friends. "But it's really good timing. I'm having my exams soon. I feel the pinch less, because I have less time to go out anyway."

Unlike her peers who have scrimp and save in order to watch their favourite singer perform live, student Neo S.T., 21, was lucky enough to have her elder cousin who is also crazy about Rain. She paid only $188 while her cousin paid the rest.

She said: "My cousin convinced me to get the pricier ticket after we looked at the seating plan. If we had bought the cheapest ticket, we would have such a poor view of the stage that we'd be better off listening to his CD at home."

S.T., who took courses to learn Korean language after becoming a Rain fan, may give tuition to her cousin's eight-year-old son. She would like to pay off the $200 subsidy.

Beaming, she said: "I'll do what it takes to pay my cousin back. The oppotunity to see Rain up close is something I don't want to miss."

THE DESPERATE MEASURES

> Do the maths

Part-Time student Azekiel Cheung is working to pay for his $388 ticket. He earns $5 an hour as a coffee barista, and takes home $40 for each eight-hour shift.
He has to work 10 shifts, or 80 hours, so that he can catch his idol in action.

> Holiday can wait

Undergraduate Wong Yihui, 21, will give up her planned holiday to Malaysia for a $188 ticket to the show.

> Hold the snacks

Business management student Chen Yicui, 23, bought her $188 ticket by dipping into her savings. She has also cut back on food and snacks, and goes out less often with her friends.
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Well after reading it.. what do u all think? Are they doing the right thing or not? Well tag on the tag board about how u think. See ya! ;-)

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2006-11-16T06:45:00.000-08:00

Heya people, hello there:)

I was asked by Gillian to do this quiz:

Instructions:Name thirteen friends who come straight to your mind. Do not cheat or read the questions underneath first. Answer the questions. After that tag 6 people to do the same.

1.Gillian
2.Daniel Lim
3.Karen
4.Fuji
5.kelvin(Malaysian)
6.Sammie
7.Miss Wong
8.Mr Ong
9.Mr Raymond
10.Angie
11.Ming Jie
12.Ms Ananthi
13.Diane

Questions:
1. How did you meet 10?
In msn? Well kinda knew each other very long ;)
2. What would you do if you had never meet 1?
Find all ways to meet her
3.What will you do if 6 and 2 dated?
That will be 0.00% Of them meeting with each other
4.Have you seen 4 cried?
Woah! Definately NO!! It got.. THAT WILL BE A SHOCK!
5. Do you think 10 is cute?
How should I put this..:$.. Yea she is really CUTE~ :D
6. How did you get to know 8?
Through SICT Camp? Yea...><"
7. Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
0_0"....Never thought of it....0_0"
8. What is number 7's favourite color?
Black, Pink, Yellow, Blue & Green LOL..
9. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
OMG!!! THAT OMG!!!! SO UNBELIEVEABLE!! Anyway I'll be OMG and :$
10. State a fact about 9?
Clear, Detail, Agile, Cunning, Smart & Friendly
11. Who is 4 going out with?
SHU ZHEN!!! Hahas XD
12. Who is number 5 to you?
A good friend of my in ite
13. Will you ever live with 13?
Why not?
14. Is 2 single?
Definately
15. What do you think abt 3?
She's nice. What else can I say?
16. What is the best thing abt number 8?
A SUPER GOOD LISTENER! U GO MAN!
17. What do you like abt 11?
Cute, Funky, Friendly and Nice well what else can I say?
18. Favourite memory with 6?
When we talk for the whole night during SICT Camp. It was fun!

Six people to do this quiz:
Angie
Sammie
Miss Wong
Mr Ong
Diane
Ms Ananthi

2006-11-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

KZW "Make it BIG"
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(Well all this are quoted from the lifestyle newspaper today so do check it out!)

Hop in for a tasty treat
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I COULDN'T help but smile when a reader e-mail me recently raving about a month-old restaurant in Joo Chiat Road.

Its name - Rabbit Brand Seafood Restaurant - makes it sound like a product from china. I emailed the reader back, my imagination hopping with images of cute toys and milky sweets with a rabbit logo.

The Reader replied that the eatery is probably related to Rabbit Brand shark/s fin.
He is right. I found out later from the restaurant's menu that is was opened by a company called Yeow Send in South Bridge Road which markets Rabbit Brand shark's fin ad bird's nest. The 30 year old company owns factories in Hong Kong, the United States and Europe.

Yeow Seng also runs two older and smaller budget eateries called Rabbit Brand Seafood Delicacies in Lucky Plaza and Circular Road. This is its first full-fledged restaurant and, strange name aside, it has done a good job with it.

The double-storey premises' decor is simple but tastful, done in contemporary style using glass and wood. Service is warm without being intrusive, and prices are just as friendly, with non-seafood dishes priced below $15 for a small order. The most expensive dish - braised superior whole shark's fin in claypot - costs $36.

Ironically for a restaurant opened by a shark's fin trader, the only dish I found disappointng in my meal there was one cooked with the delicacy.

It was fried shark's fin with scrambled egg ($18), admittedly a trying dish that few chefs dare to put on their menu. That is because the egg has to be cooked just enough so that it is not runny and yet remains moist. A fire that is too strong, or a minute too long in the wok, is all that is needed to ruin the dish.

The version here was not only too dry, but the chef also seemed to have forgotten to season the dish. The result was dry, bland scrambled eggs topped with equally tasteless strand of fin.

Fortunately, the other dishes were much better.

My waitress recommended a baked crab with cream sauce ($3.30 for 100g) that had an orginal and intriguing sweet flavour which, she later revealed, came from condensed milk. The only fault was that the shellfish was a wee bit dry, which usually happens with baked, as opposed to steamed or fried, crabs.

But the steamed patin fish in nonya style ($3.80 per 100g) was perfect. Its oily meat was moist and smooth, and went very well with the sourish, spicy paste blanketing it.

The pan-fried fragrant prok chop ($12) got the thumbs-up, too, for its well-marinated and tender meat.

My favourite dish, however, came at the end.

The braised bee hoon with brown spindle clam ($12) was not in the menu but came recommended by the waitress. The magic was in the bee hoon, which had been fried before being braised with the clams. It was fragrant from the frying and full of flavour from the juices of the shellfish.

You couldn't have asked for a more satisfying last dish.

For dessert, you can go luxe with a double-boiled bird's nest with fresh milk ($28). Or if you are on a budget, there are a few other choices such as the common mango pudding ($3) and chilled longan with mixed fruit platter - which was what I got.

RABBIT BRAND SEAFOOD RESTAURANT
325/327 Joo Chiat road, Tel: 6348-8772
Open: 6 pm to 4 am daily
Food: ****
Service: ****
Ambience:***
Price: Budget about $40 per person. Add another $20 to $30 if you order expensive shark's fin or abalone dishes.

Quoted from: Wong Ah Yoke

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Hey GUYS!! Recently just found out that there is this posting of photo and messages thingy in every Sunday "The new paper". The column is called SUNDAY SOCIAL. It is like you post a photo and then a messsage to all...hmm...maybe about your class, family, friend and stuff quite cool huh? Hahas anyway u can post them at tnpforum@sph.com.sg so that all about it for today bye folks!

2006-11-10T07:00:00.000-08:00

Things to be Done
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Many things are to be done nowadays or maybe I should be saying to be "complete". Anyway the things that i'm suppose to complete was first:

1) Check out whether do I still have time for journaling club.

2) Got to complete my project for D-comm *which i'm not really interested*

3) Got to find out who called me today. Cause I was told by my parents that there is a myterious caller that is looking for me... LOL

4) Planning to write something in CE-360 *school article*

5) Lasty get all my modules learnt..... *sian*

Well particularly this are all the things that I have to do it "ASAP".......

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Newsletter Club
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Today just receive the new from Ms katherine Ng that in CE *college east* have a club which is called newsletter club.. I was so HAPPY!! To hear that from her.... cause it have always been part of my drea to be able to write about stuff to let people in the outside world to know and some how or rather help them! HAHA man I seems so excited about this but then I haven't even join...-_-" cause I got to see whether Mr Raymond which is my section head got prepare thigns for me in school anot if not i'll don't have the time to do all the things about the newsletter things.. Anyway by hook or by crook I MUST JOIN!! WAHAHA!!! this is my chance already! ><" XD!!!!!

2006-11-03T09:02:00.000-08:00

Getting Busy, Moody, Excited & Tired
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Well as ya can see my subtitles is about mainly my feelings. Well so do check it out on them!

Busy
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Well busy? Yea definately! LOL. Why busy? Simply many things are getting me involve in ITE. Like for example today I got to go for the Suntec club which consist of Networking, Java, RFID, & Sun microsystem? LOL. Anyway well all these are like what usually in secondary school call "enrichment lesson" LOL yea. So since i've already got CCNA 1 & 2 *which is networking cert* I must as well take up the Networking to further my studies on that *as I can continue my CCNA 3 & 4*. The funny thing is that I thought Kelvin * which is my friend or u can say classmate too* would join networking as he is also the same as me *have the networking cert* but instead he went to join the Java. Well guess that I can't force him to join what he is really interested in LOL. Shall just leave it to him.

Moody
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Moody? Actually I don't really know why *is it because of her? LOL!*.... Just that i've been feeling moody nowadays as compare with the rest of my previous days that had been live happily LOL.... Anyway that all about it...><"

Excited
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LOL you must be wondering why so excited.... Well it is bcecause soon i'll be changing my CPU. YEAH! HAHAS.... so happy about that gonna change my G.card to 6600GT and Processor to Pentium 4 - 3.2 Ghz and HDD to 200gb plus my exsisting portable HDD which is 80gb LOL and lastly a intel mother board LOL *sound quite normal ya?*. Anyway this is what i'm really excited about...cause I guess my exsisting computer really cannot make it. But definately I won't throw it away when I got my new CPU. As this computer have already done many of my school works and projects. So got to appreciate it LOL.

Tired
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Well simply reasons for this cause i've been sleeping late.......partly the cause is because of the moody thingy......LOL..

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Well that all about it! See ya soon!

2006-10-29T01:07:00.000-08:00

The BIG Day
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Well the big day is sure coming lol. Anyway recently just got a new script from Miss Wong. I was like *O_0"* yea... Anyway is like no choice but got to rehearse my script again lol. Man this time round my script is longer then the previous one. At least now i'm getting the hang of it lol. And alos that the BIG Day is actually called GEP which is Global Exchange Programme.

Ballet combine with Hip Hop?!
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Well found this movie call "Save the last dance". I was quite shock to see when Ballet actually combine with Hip Hop. Anyway its a nice dance and combination. So enjoy~

Best Dance from ''Save the last Dance''

Well so I guess that all about it ya? See Ya!

2006-10-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

Busy and Happy Days
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Well it seems like its been a long time since I've last type in my post. As you all can see that today my post title is "Busy and Happy Days" right? It is obvious that my days are definately busy.... *LOL* Firstly I would like to talk about the busy days. Actually that is the reason that causes me not to fill in my post recently *greatest apologise!*. What has caught me up is actually a presentation that I have to really practice it cause its really a big thingy or maybe i should say its really a big presentation which the real big day is next Tuesday. This presentation is talking about my experience when I was in Vietnam and what we've learn when we are posted there by our school *which is ITE college east*. Its been really stressful for us.... we went through alot of changes in our scripts and the way we should present it... and in the end the six of us made it this far.. *Love u guys man we really rock man!* Whats so ahppy about my day is actually today we finally receive praises and from the head of lifeskills and we oso receive the audience clappings. The claps was really the one and only thing that really can let us feel that all this while out hard works has really paid off.... Man i'm really proud of what the six of us has done and all the hard work and critics that we actually endure. IT WAS REALLY PAID OFF. BUT! I still must say that today is not the end of it there is still the big day ahead so GUY WE REALLY NEED TO KEEP THINGS UP JUST LIKE TODAY K? Hahas well I guess thats all about it! Bye Folks!!

2006-10-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hey yo guess what i've just put up a game here well do try it out its cool

2006-10-16T11:48:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY welcome to KZWG make it big news ya? Anyway here somethings which i personally feel that it is interesting ya? Do see their stories and good news ya?

(Well just for your info that this is a yesterdays new but then just realised it today anyway do check it out ya?)

It's a chilling scenario for any music lover who has been surfing the Net blithely for free clips and sharing them with like-minded fans.

Last Sunday, seven people had to face the music for downloading and sharing copyrighted songs over the Internet. These are four students, a housewife, a technician and a self employed man, aged between 14 and 32, who are now assisting the police with investigations. the home were raided by the police following a tip-off by the Record Industry Association of Singapore (Rias).

Ms Liew Woon Yin, director-general of the Intellectual Property Office of Singapore (Ipos), says that action had to be taken because the infringements were significant. Preliminary police investigations revealed that the seven had some 18,000 songs that were downloaded illegally.

Since the Copyright Act was amendedearly last year, two have been jailed for illegally distributing hundreds of MP3 files online. A 16-year-old was also caught but let off with a warning becuse of his age.

As Rias chief executive officer Edward Neubronner tells Lifestyle: "People tend to beliveve that because nobody is around when they are using the computer, they can do whatever they want. "Let me just say that you are not anonymous in cyberspace."

He declines to reveal how it tracks down offenders, but said that it monitors closely file-sharing networks where most downloading of songs takes place.

Ms Liew has this advice: "Just as we don't want other to rip off our works without permission and not be given due recognition, likewise, we should also respect the rights of others."

So don't want to get on the wrong side of law? We ask experts - Ipos, Rias, the police, lawyer Lam Chung Nian of legal firm Lee & Lee, and consumer product marketing manager Phil Hickey of software company Symantec Asia Pacific - to answer the burning questions you should be asking.

Are the police monitioring whenever I'm surfing the web?
The police will start investigations only when information is received or a report is made.

I thought only people who distribute music files break the law. I only download. Why am I flouting the law?
While your actions alone may not hurt the copyright owner, if thousands thin klike you, collectively your actions may hurt him and his business.

Singapore's Copyright Act was amended last year to make it a criminal offence for individuals to infringe copyright wilfully.

If you are found guilty, you could be fined up to $20,000 and/or jailed up to six months. The line between downloading and distribution is actually not that distinct. When you use a file-sharing network such as BitTorrent, as you are downloading from other users' folders, others can download from you too.

How many songs can I download before I get into trouble?
Although one or two songs may not constitute a scale that warrants a criminal offence, it can still attract civil liabilities when infringement is established. Go online at statutes.agc.gov.sg for more detailed information.

I had, um, downloaded music before the Copyright Act was amended last year. Am I safe?
Amendments to the law do not have retroactive effect. However, you may still face civil suits from the copyright owners. Whether there will be criminal liability depends on whether you continue to break the law.

My friend was the one who downloaded the music on my computer, not me. When the men in blue come, who gets into trouble?
The court will ascertain whether your friend had your permission to use your computer; and if you are aware of his activities, whether you hav taken any steps to prevent him form doing so.

I hear some prople get a warning letter first before legal action takes place. Is this true?
Rias may send legal letters to you through your Internet Service Provider, or instant warning messages if you are on a file-sharing network.

However, just as alerts are not given before a gambling raid, there is no legal requirement to warn you before the law enforcers come knocking on your door.

That said, for many years, Ipos and rights owners have been raising awareness through educational programmes and adverstisements to highlight that pirarcy is a crime. In effect, you have been warned.

Can the police check my MP3 player for illegal music clips?
The law is not device-specific. The police can seize any device believed to contain edvidence of the crime for examination.

I'm trying to turn over a new leaf, but i'm afraid my past will come back and haunt me. Should I reformat my hard disk?
Simply deleting the music files or even reformatting your hard disk is not enough. Computer forensics experts can use sophisticated file recovery prorammes to locate "delete" content.

To Clear the hard disk, use a file-wiping programme such as Norton SystemWorks 2006. File-wipping programmes work by over-writnig the orginal data with layers of numbers or ramdom characters.

Imageine earsing a word on paper and then scribbling over it to prevent deciphering the orginal word.

Where can I download music legally then?
Check out two local portals - www.soundbuzz.com
and www.starhub.com/play.
For a list of international legal sites, visit www.pro-music.org/musiconline.htm.
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FREE WARE

well guess what this are free downloading sites well hope you guys find out more about this sites ya?

1. www.soundbuzz.com
2. www.apple.com/itunes
3. http://music.download.com/2001-1_32-0.html?tag=navtab
4. http://www.epitonic.com/
5. www.matadorrecords.com
6. http://www.jazzreview.com/link/mp3_link.html
7. http://www.classiccat.net/

So these are all the recommended sites from the news ;)

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2006-10-11T16:02:00.000-07:00

(Heyhey! welcome to KZWG "make it big" NEWs ya? HAHAs anyway will be start putting up big news here so ya guys enjoy ya? gee~)

SURFING the Internet at broadband speed - for free - will become reality next year when the island becomes a giant wireless zone. All anyone needs is a laptop or mobile device to get online in public areas such as HDB town centres. The "special offer" will last at least two years inder this initiative, called Wireless@SG. The number wireless hot spots will jump five times - from 900 to 5000, as Singapore makes a push for its people to be part of the digital age. Stressing that no one will be left behind, Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong yesterday announced plans to give the elderly and the disabled besic tools to navigate the Internet.

About 10,000 needy households with school-going children will also qualify for new computers, which will come subsidised and bundled with broadband.

Mr Lee said: "We must create digital opportunities for all Singaporeans, and never allow a digital divide in our society." He chose to unveil these plans at a dinner to mark 25 years of infocommmunications in Singapore.

What grabbed the attendtion of the 1,000 or so industry leaders at the Singapore Expo event last night was the competitionheating up in the broadband market. By offering at least two years of free access, telecom operators Singtel, iCell and QMax beat six others to the chunk of state money offered to subsidise the initiative.

The Goverment is committing $30 million of the expected $100 million for the wireless networks which will cover the Central Business District, Orchard Road and HDB town centres, for a start.

With broadband on the go, notebook or PDA users do not have to be cooped up at work or at home to go online. Details will be announced in December, but user can expect to access all three networks by signing up with any of the three operators.

GET PLUGGED IN
>> Free wireless Internet access at "high-traffic" public areas like HDB town centres for everyone fot at least two years.

>> Under-$300 Pcs plus free broadband at home for needy families with school going chilren.

>> 300 top talents in computer games to head to the MAssachusetts Institute of Technology for training.

(You can get PM LEE's SPEECH IS AVAILABLE AT www.straitstimes.com.sg)

A PROFITLESS website stared in a garage only 20 months ago by three 20-somethings sells for more than US$1 billion, instantly turning its founders into papers millionaires hundresa of times over. It sounds like a tale form the late 1990s dot.com bubble, but it happened on Monday.

Google, the Web search giant, is paying US$1.65 billion (S$2.6 billion) in stock for YouTube, the video-sharing website phenomenon.

YouTube was founded in February last year, one of the dozens of Internet video start-ups. It exploded in popularity last November by letting users share short clips of home videos and programming copied from television. About 30 million visitors visit the website monthly, viewing hundreds of millions of streaming video clips. The site caught on so fast because it is designed so that people can post almost anything they like on it in minutes.

Now, YouTube ranks behind only a handful of other so-called Web 2.0 sites - the new generation of websites that reply on user-generated publishing for much of their content. Social networking sites MySpace and Facebook rank first and second, followed by online encyclopedia Wikipedia, then YouTube.

Google closed the deal after only a week of intense negotiations with YouTube's founders Chad Hurley, 29, and Steven Chen, 28, who formed the company after they grew fustrated by not being able to share by e-mail a video taken at a dinner party with friends.

YouTube's founders had preferred to remain independent, with an eye towards an initial public offering. But what with the copyright issues and the high costs of bandwidth, they chose to go Google.

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2006-10-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

Tired and Intersting Yesterday
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Yesterday was surely a darn tiring day for me cause I was out the whole day.... Firstly I went Bugis with one of my friend for a walk and hoping to see another of my msn friend *well didn't manage to see her...><* anyway that lasted till about coming to 4.15pm. Soon after that my friend and I went to my area *which is Paya lebar MRT station there* to meet another group of our friends. After meeting them all of us went for a walk at my area cause my area is having a BIG bazaar so there is alot of things to see ya? Hahas... Well By tellin ya all this do sounds boring ya? Well I pretty think so ya? Hahas... Well the interesthing part is here now.. How come I'll say that is because recently I've be soo in love with japanese comedy shows and Princess Hours MV *Korean drama series* well here are some of them that I found ENJOY~..

Goong - Perhaps Love
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Goong - Stay
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Funny English Lesson
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WEll THAT ALL ABOUT IT FOLKS! SEE YA AGAIN!

2006-10-08T10:04:00.000-07:00

Boring Day....
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TODAY!!!!! Is a sure boring day. WHY? Because the whole day i've been doing house work and been on computer ><". Anyway nothing much to talk about but recently I just found some of my favourite videos so decided to put it down here so enjoy!
Chris Brown Feat. Julez Santana - Run it
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Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
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Chris Brown - Gimme That
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WELL FOLKS THATS AL ABOUT IT YA? SEE YA! :P

2006-10-06T10:22:00.000-07:00

Blur, Complain & Refresh
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Well from the title of todays blog ya know what i'm actually going to tok about already.

Blur
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Man didn't know why I feel so blur today... hmm... maybe because of the haze??? Nah I don't think so. Well most probably I think that it is because I didn't really slept well last night? Hahas...anyway I was blur till I didn't know what was my friend talking about. The only answer I gave them is either a wrong answer or "I don't know" that all. Man that isn't really me right? Well I hope so..:P

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COMPLAINS!!!! Well this is another thing that happen very unusual about me is that I acutally complain the whole day. Man this is really seriously isn't me. One example I was complaining is that my finger is very itchy *stupid right?*. Man I really couldn't believe this and especally today my temper went really high.><"

Refresh
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Talking about refresh doesn't mean that i'm totally refresh from what i've done but actually It refering to my blog so well THIS IS THE TOTALLY REFRESH LOOK OF MY BLOG ALL THANKS TOOOOOOOOO a friend of my angie!!! Well it all started when she feel like doing a blog layout. I was ask whether do I want my blog to be done by her. As my usual way I agree. So after many long hours it was finally done. And then I was shock with the appearance of the whole layout it was so "self-made". Man I really got to give the credits to her! Shes really good at this. Well I guess I still have more to learn. sob...:'(

2006-09-29T02:04:00.000-07:00

I am always here

to understand you

I am always here

to laugh with you

I am always here

to cry with you

I am always here

to think with you

I am always here

to plan with you

Even though we

might not always

be together

please know that

I am always

here to

love

you.....

2006-09-28T14:17:00.000-07:00

I Miss You

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Today I was reminded

of you...

taken back to a special

place in time...

And as I thought of you,

a certain sort of sadness

filled in my heart...

Even though the memories

we have are beautiful

and thinking back on them

fills my heart with joy,

my eyes also swell with tears

because we are so far apart,

and I miss you very much...

2006-09-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

Bad Day?
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Well I didn't whether can I call today a bad day cause a few bad things happen to me.
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Firsly, had a arguements with this gal. Well probably is my fault cause I started it first? Man i acutally mean no harm and I also didn't know that she is in a bad mood...><" I went to disturb her about the virus joke thingy..:P In the end kana from her *signs* right from the moment I kana from her well I was obviously annoy. A few moments later she told me that she was bored, I didn't border much but I just told her to find her BF to talk to...*was I abit too over already?* well I don't know anyway that all about "her".

Secondly, had another arguement *man always arguement* with this gal which I know from maple. Well all this while she always been telling me that I didn't talk to her. By logic once shes online I immediately PM her. She was abit weird today, kinda like frustrated and annoyed with something. Out of concern I went to ask her what actually happen *my usual zhiwei way* at first she didn't really tell me much after then she told me the whole story. I told her not to worry and stuff in the end to my suprise and shock and disbelieve she told to me to some kind of "piss off" like almost in a indirect way... of course I still stand on and told her to relax and stuff *another usual zhiwei way* but shes still like kinda told me to piss off in a indirect way *which is a very long way* so I piss off.... yea tt all about her.

Thirdly and lastly, this want was abit sad to me? Yea I guess so ba....><" Sometime I thought to my self have I actually talk too much to people? Well this time round I guess I actually did talk too much already...till most people have actually nothing to talk to me already. Well I ask this person how come she is so quiet or she have nothing to talk *I was wishing that she will not tell me that she have nothing to talk* in the end she told me that she have nothing to talk... I was like totally shut already I didn't have anything to say.....but just like kinda of told her afew things then I went off with just a bye *well usually I don't just say bye* its was really or kinda saddening to me.. Well what to do? As what I've said last time even if you're there for people they sometime don't even know that you're there till the extend that they have nothing much to say to you already.....well this was how I feel......how I.....really feel.....

2006-09-27T02:45:00.000-07:00

Getting into business
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Well..... Today just had my half day work shop. Yea...sounded boring ya? Well not really actually but anyone should know that bloggin at this period of time is really a tiring thing but! I still want to say what I wanna say well it is that today we had this work shop which is from Thumbs up society "the same as my camp". Well this work shop is all about the management of project thingy well it really do help me alot in some way. Yea... well not going to talk much about the workshop thingy if not anyone who sees my post for today is gonna slp. Oh yar another thing is that today again we lack of the so called "Teamwork" well the thing is that has it always been like this or should I say has it been already in build in to us well I guess thats what we really lack of nothing of the sort which is lackness in teamwork is already in build in us well I never believe in that. Soon after that Sam and I went to take bus number 2 to go home. Well guess what? We have altogether encounter 2 bus number 2A and 1 bus number 2 *single deck* all full. We were like "sian ji pua". Soon we met this so called teacher in ITE "well actually it is a teacher" well he ask us if we were already waited for the bus for a long time. We as usual, Sam and I nods our heads and the whole thing actually became like this......

teacher: have you guys waited long? us: yar. missed 3 buses already. all full up teacher: wah! if i have known i shouldnt have came here to wait for bus thought here wont be full. anyway most of the time it isnt full, but cuz of the fools the bus is full. i confirm go up the bus and scold them. say move in ah move in ah. everyone wanna go home for dinner you know. at the back of the bus dont have ghost. sam and i. -looked at each other and laughed-

Yea soon after that sam and I get down at Tahan Merai MRT station then I showed her where my house is and well thats all about it. Oh yar and also please do check out my pictures video at http://kzwgary.multiply.com/video/item/14 yeah really must check it out peeps k? And leave a comment if ya want k? Well thats all about it see ya later;)

2006-09-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

What am I?
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What am I? I mean I really wanted to know what am I in my friends eye. To think that i'm not that important is not true and to think that i'm very important to my friends is also not true. does this mean that i'm just a person who always talk to people when their down, bored or happy and letting them to take advantage of me for talking to them. All this while I've always been wanting to make a different in my friends or those who i really love. But things doesn't change. I've already reflected many times on what should I change on. But it is still the same. So whats the point of talking to them? Then when I don't talk to them they'll start asking me how come I didn't bother to talk to them. Does this means that I have to always be the one who always start the conversation? I really don't know. Is this how my life should "always approaching people". I really don't know.... maybe i'm just thinking too negative now. I really don't know. If anyone gets offended by this please don't be angry.

2006-09-18T01:34:00.000-07:00

Back Home From Camp
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Well actually went for a leadership camp on Friday and it lasted for 3 days and 2 nights. Everything was abit shaky in the beginning cause it was the start and getting to know each other names. Soon enough we all got to know each other names but then our bonding took alittle while longer I guess is that it is because like what i've said "it is still the start of everything" Well as time goes by, our bonding with each other is like a family already. We were so close and kept cheering all day long and also keep bombing on other teams. Soon enough we also went for a Amazing race at sentosa it was definately very tiring but it was all worth it. Well now lets talk about what actually happen to the Amazing race part well actually right in the beginning we were all alright and very close but soon we were abit "off track" already. Our instructor Alfred *this year 19* wasn't that happy with the group because of a sudden lost in our bonding and also we began to forget our plan on where do we have to go next. Then we were lecture for about 10 mins. Though it was totally a waste of time but then i feel that at least we know wha actually happen and what should our team do to improve ourselves but right after the lecture all of us were down and quite pressure as I can feel it. But soon enough we went to find our own motivation so that everyone spirit is up. After that blar blar blar....... soon we reach to the camp site cause we want ourselves to be the first team to arrive and also we could receive 400 points. But we also lost 3 check points that has the most points. So we hope that the 400 points can save us but in the end we lost. But then main thing is not on how we lost or win the main thing is that what we have actually learn from our weakness and our problems that we actually encounter. And we also had our camp fire it was great when everybody was challeging with each other by cheers after all we had alot fun. Well i'm not going to explain any longer on all the programs or I should say activites anymore but lastly i've learn many new things and also on how we lead people in our life next time. So I guess i'll stop here for now! BYE!!

2006-09-12T23:48:00.000-07:00

Learning new tricks
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Well see the photo above? Yesh I did it by myself and also receive help from a friend of my :D Man shes definately good at finding this sort of thing. Got to learn frm her. :p Well this is for today nothing much to say acutally well tata!

2006-09-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing
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Nowadays msn is like so quiet already..... even going online is like nothing cause no one is talking...to me...guess that i'm only those kind which is fun talking to at first then boring in the end...Actually I didn't want to think in that way but... There is like totally no one talking... And what people just treat me as a person which could give a listening ear... after giving a listening ear they would just went off like that without even contacting back. Oh how great is my life right? *Sorry to anyone who feel that this is sarcastic* Sometimes I ask my self am I just anything to any one beside my parents?....... I had a wild guess probably i'm nothing to anyone...I hate to think this way but.....I guess i'm just nothing... anyway nobody would care anyway...i'm just all alone..that all I can say...

2006-09-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

The content of yesterdays stories
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1: Visiting of teachers
2: Shocking news
3: On the way to IT fair
4: Getting Sick and excited
5: Collapes
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1: Visiting of teachers
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Well I was suppose to meet up with my friends at first in college east then all of us will go to bedok to meet up with the rest then after that we took no. 229 bus to Teamasek secondary *My secondary school*. Meeting up with all those long lost friends were like so great.

2: Shocking news
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I was like OH MY GOD when i saw one of my classmate actually leave his hair to be so long until to the shoulder length. When I talk to him his voice was like sooo girlish *I'm like what the freak has happen to him?* Well when the first time tt i know him during sec 1 he was like ok *thought he was like a weak little boy...:p* I really felt very sorry for him.... I mean is like what has actually causes him to be like that? Even when my teacher saw *Mrs Adurey Ho* almost fained when she saw him... And guess what he even change his name to katherina. I was like WHAT THE FREAKIING HELL HAPPEN TO HIM MAN!!!! And not only that I heard that he has even a boyfriend!!! But then I don't how long have they went steady. I was like thinking what is actually the parent doing? How come they can actually let their child to become like this?! I felt like killing the parents already. Haiz... Anyway what is done is already done we can't do anything..... but just to hope for all the best in his life.. Haiz.. I really don't get it.....

3: On the way to IT fair
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It was raining soooo freaking heavily * what a bad day* And then I got to rush to the EXPO to meet up with my ITE's friends cause is like i'm late already. So I was like caught in the rain... while I was on my way to Tahan Mera Mrt station. On my way there i saw a DARN FREAKING big spider. Anyway its cool hahas.

4: Getting sick and excited
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I knew I was going to get sick since the moment I got caught in the rain...hahas... anyway I met up my friends at the 7/11 stall then after tt we went to the IT fair. It was such a blast so many peeps were over there. I love all the tech gagets...sooo cool and high tech...*sob too bad i forget bring alittle more money.* soon its was about 4 plus. One of my friend went home while the rest of us went back to our campus to eat since it was near and cheap. After that we went back to EXPO again *hahas ain't we MAD or wha?* so we conintued walking till about 6 plus when another 2 of our friends came 1 guy and 1 girl :p. I didn't know why i was soo excited when I saw that girl *her name: Karen* well it was werid then. We were like talking and walking about. Hahas we were like so engross in our conversation we even forget about the rest. Soon I felt a headache in my head it was soo darn pain.. I knew it was time that i'm going to get sick already... as my eyes are red and swollen....:P soon after tt Karen brought a MP3 which cost about 2 hundred plus * Oh man isn't she rich?* everybody wanted to see her MP3 but she didn't allow so i tried asking her. It was quite a shock that she acutally pass the thing to me infront of the other guys then other guys were like *OIIII!* I was like already grinning hahas.... Well I continued my conversation with Karen. Hahas we being to see each other smses. When I requested to see her handphone, she pass her handphone to me and then she was like holding my hand already.....I didn't know what to say....anyway that lasted about 5 mins....I think about there la then I pass her present to her cause her Bday is like coming already. Soon she suggested that whether do we want to go the changi airport to eat or not we all agreed without hesitation. We had Macdonalds then. After that we went home....

5: Collapes
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Acutally didn't have much thing to say here but just that once I reached home Immediatly Collapes on the ground cause I was like over heat already.......Then went to take medicine and sleep... Well that all about it see ya guys....

2006-08-31T09:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday.....
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Forget to post stories in here yesterday:P. Anyway yesterday was a darn boring day *sheesh* it was like just like nothing to do. Somemore yesterday had nothing really to chat *man thats the worst*. It was so darn worst. Well so in the end I was like searching videos of stairways to heaven *NICE SHOW*. After watching I was like waiting for peeps to chat with but in the end no one...*man i just hate that*. In the end, I didn't know why i felt so left out.... I was like beginning to think of the negative terms already cause is like totally no one talking. Well I can't be blaming at anyone right? Darn......

2006-08-28T01:10:00.000-07:00

Weird, Fun and Confiding Period.
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Weird
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Why weird? Well it all come from a sms conversation from a friend of my. Well there is this female friend of my *which i think that took a liking on me?* was smsing me today while working. Our conversation was like so like as if we' re bf and gf get what I mean? Yea well indeed I was scare at first cause i didn't want my bad past to happen again cause it was painful... as i also i didn't want any people liek her to get hurt. Well that all I have to say about her and me for today. Just stay tune for more updates on this.

Fun
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Well had alot of fun this evening cause me and Diane had a video conferencing on msn. It was jus soo darn fun cause we were like imitating each other *most probably wanting to annoy each other which actually didn't really work out :P*. The shocking thing was that of a sudden her mother was actually asking me questions as if like I was er....never mind. Anyway i was answering all the question lucky me that all the question was about food *MY FARVOURITE!!!* especally when coming to malay food. There is so many that I love YUMMIE!! *But that doesn't mean that I don't like other food ok?!* Well after all the fun, it was time for me to do my housework so i went byebye to her hahas anyway it was a very fun conversation.

Consoling
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Oh man! Today I acutally consoled about 3 person already. Man why always me? *Joking anyway i do enjoy consoling others too at least could feel the satisfaction in there hahas* firs ti forgot who is it second was the girl which i first mention at the weird paragraph. Third want was just only welll it was because about her family problem thought i know that it is non of my concern but she my friend I can't just sit down there and do nothing right? Well that is my character can help it :p. so after such a long conversation finally it came to end. Just like a happy customer after buying what they always wanted hahas that kind of satifaction was just so good. Hahas. Well thats all about my thought for today do enjoy! TATA!

So into thoughts, kouji

2006-08-25T00:24:00.000-07:00

Tired and Playful day.
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Man after the dot net class *which is my programming class* its was so darn tiring cause too much codes to remember. And whats more is that my LKY project was rejected it was like "WHAT?!" well I can't really say anything already since the managment doesn't like my idea then so be it. Haiz.. well anyway is like i'm going to have another project soon so no worries hahas. As I was saying that immediately after my programming class I went straight home. Well I actually walk to the MRT station today *out of the blue*. When I reached my destination then blah blah blah blah all the way until when i was on my way home in the MRT. I can't believe myself that I actually slept while standing up straight everyone *almost* was like looking at me. as if I was a living mummy *gosh* well that was embrassing anyway luckily it was left one more stop to my stop *hahas*. Well today was just too tiring for me.. well if anyone were to see me walking home from eunos mrt station well they'll know how does a real zombie actually walk. :P Well got to go peeps!

2006-08-17T00:51:00.000-07:00

happiness joyful chat
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Well recently had been chatting wif this gal. I really could say tt she is the only one which really make me laugh alot. Hahas. Well angie if u were to see this, all the props will be given to u gal :p anyway gtg already BUAI!

2006-08-12T12:05:00.000-07:00

Wha more could happen to me II
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All i could say is tt people are turning their backs on me. People tt i luv couldn't feel tt i was there. People tt I help before didn't really know tt i help. People didn't really know tt i took their blame. People only think tt i'm lame, childish, ugly, crazy and everything tt u can name it. My friends always called me not to believe in wha people had said about me. But even they are doing this kind of thing...People always says...they appreciate it..but acutally the was jus only a word wif no carried feelings in there.. I've always tried to run away frm the word "invisible" cause i didn't wan myself to be in tt way...but i guess i still hav to face it...the word is rite...I'm invisible...nobody could actually see me...i'm jus only another person in everyones life..a person tt everyone will walk pass tt all...even when it come to my parents.. they think tt i'm crazy when i usually tell this to them...i hav already no one to turn to already...i'm all alone..even when people say tt they are there....but when it come to real..they are not there. I couldn't blame them cause this is how my life works...rite frm the day my grandparents threw me out of the house and dun allow me to stay wif them...i knew i was a burden....a problem..or maybe a jinx. after saying all this probaly there is no one would even noe tt this is how i feel...cause i'm jus only another toking person in everyone life..nth much...and tt all...tt....all....

2006-08-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

what more can anything happen to me?
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i thought to myself....."everythings tt u do... sometime ppl jus dun realise it...even thought they always tell u tt they noe.." but i mean so wha if anyone noes about it?...... i've like many ppl in my life family...friends...childhood lover....and the person tt i love..but in the end i was always hurt... each time when i try to help all the way for them. they jus kept quiet or even say about me..i try to speak my point but then in the end i couldn't...same case goes to the person tt i love...is always in this case..is like each time when they are really down i've always try my best to be there.....and i've always wanted to take a chance to tell them how much i felt...but then the person didn't actually love me...*i dun expect anyone to love me but jus to give me a chance* but non of a chance was given to me. Is always in this case tt i wanted to say but in the end i dun hav the chance or even if i say it will be turn down...it always hav been happening like this...i've tried to work hard enough...but it is still in this way...nth change...everyone change...probaly change for the better i guess...except for me...sometime i begin to ask myself is this going to continue? is there anymore coming to hurt me like this? hahas i guess so ba...i've always tried to make a difference but in the end....not much difference is made....ppl call me to be myself...but i hate it...cause all this kept happening to me i really didn't noe wha to do....but jus to really keep everything to myself....and be more withdrawn abit....probaly tt is the best way.... i hate myself to be invisible towards everyone....but then i guess i hav to face it....i hav no choice....tt my life..i can't change it...i can't....can't...

2006-07-31T20:07:00.000-07:00

Back...
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well back frm vietnam! hahas well the whole trip was a tiring, pressure and fun.. Well gd news is tt i manage to pass my exam over there HAHAs! thk to all my friends for helpings on my sch work and all the support frm my families and friends.. Well sch just started yesterday for me...i was like "man i guess i seriously miss out on alot of work" haiz... so gotta catch up. Recently ppl has been looking down on me and i was like "WHA THE EARTH?!?!". I mean tt is really bad for them to think like tt. Anyway after much sense talking frm my parents well at least i got abit relax...and of course is like i really do hav to work hard for myself already...how could i lose out to ppl who look down rite? *yea must be rite. no choice but to agree* hahas.. anyway if anyone wan to see some of the vietnam pics you can go to this
webbie @ http://orange2266.multiply.com/ hahas well tt all about it see ya soon

2006-06-01T10:58:00.000-07:00

On A Trip
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HI PPl well today leaving le....and is leaving to vietnam for 1 month somemore got miss me mar?*sure won't wan* hahas anyway i'll be going to vietnam for a study trip...or maybe can say R & D ba...... anyway go there is sure to be stress.... so is not going to be a very exciting trip for me...><" haiz...let me look at the time now.....opps i guess in 2 hours time i gtg already...man tt is fast....haiz.... anyway hope this 1 month is a fruitful wan for me :p.....anyway hope to see u guys soon.... so peace out :p BYEBYE!!!!

2006-05-28T17:41:00.000-07:00

Normal
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Man today is sure normal (argh jus hate the feeling) anyway recently i've been abit crazy over maple...like wha ppl usually say *chong AR!!* something like this. So i was like those ppl (crazy rite?) yep...after the chonging thingy i went to do my work.....after that i went to log in again to do the Chonging thingy and then guess wha MAPLE HAS TOO MANY PPL!!! and i can't log in (and this gets me very darn irritated) I almost slam the whole com....but luckily i didn't...and is like so i waited and waited lor....hahas boring post i noe...anyway new posts la..hhaas gtg le BYEPEEPS

2006-05-12T01:32:00.000-07:00

Impossible or possible?
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Some ppl says tt it is you yourself feel tt the surrounding is so impossible to you so is you, yourself have to make the differents. But to me i've tried tt before i've tried to make the differents. But in some way there is really a differents or i should say tt it is possible but in some way it dun hav any differents jus like wha i'm feeling now.. i've tried so hard but it jus always dun turn out well....i hate it..but i hav to accept it...well is not tt i like reproaching myself (i mean who likes?) but i hav been trying to find out wha is the problem between me and the "someone" i was like wondering tt whether is it tt i didn't tell how much tt i luv tt and how much tt i want to tell tt "someone" "Pls let me treasure you"... but... i noe tt i can't... firstly there is so many guys like "someone" and "someone" jus feel so impossible wif me... i noe tt "someone" didn't hav any single feeling for me before...i knew all tt....i didn't want to tell "someone" anything about it cause i didn't wan "someone" to be pondering over this and i didn't wan to irritate "someone" wif this.. I know tt in some way it will irritate "someone"... I know tt in between both of us one of us hav to get hurt... i guess tt is me...i noe tt even if i were to get ready for this... it still will hurt me in the end... tt y i didn't wan to tell "someone" about it... the most is tt i jus noe tt she is happy it will be alrite for me already. I know myself tt i didn't hav the look, didn't hav a very high education..but jus noe how to make ppl happy without them knowing my things. Is like i jus want to take all the blame myself rather then "someone"... Recently I happen to noe tt "someone" change.... tt "someone" jus answer me like those kind of stanger tt we jus met when i tok to "someone". I was thinking tt maybe "someone" is pressure by some things. But as time goes by...it continues... I was soo scare... is like I could already feel the distances between both of us...the great distances.. maybe i should expect tt our closeness at tt time couldn't last long.. I still miss the fun tt we had those days... I felt so happy wif "someone"... But rite now i know tt it is totally impossible already... but i'll still try to be happy...happy as always so tt "someone" won't be able to know wha is in me actually...

2006-05-01T06:39:00.001-07:00

Am I jus a nothing?
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As I was thinking am I important to the person tt I love? Or maybe i'm not.. I guess i'm not. Its been the dunno how many times tt a person wouldn't treat me as important as how i treat them. I mean just why is this happening? Each time when i ask a person tt i love whether do they treasure me (without letting them know tt i love them) they would say tt they treasure me to a certain extend...but then... each time when i feel really down and especally when i keep it to myself they wouldn't know....and whereas when they are feeling down...even thought they keep it to themself i know what are they feeling deep inside... But they jus can't do the same...maybe i'm jus asking to much....maybe the world is jus like this..

2006-04-24T10:28:00.000-07:00

Happy or Sad?
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Well what should i say first? Hmm... Maybe start of with the happy things ba... anyway the happy thing was that i got a scholarship which the amount was like $1200!!!! Alot right?! Hahas... Then here come the sad news... Well can you believe that a girl which is 7 year younger then me is steading with me? I myself also can't believe it.. is like.... maybe I should call myself stupit....but in a way..she was nice...(thought I know i should not say anything now) but then she was like 7 years younger...and then many of my friends were like telling me to break wif her...and I can't bear to do it....cause if I do it i'm scare that I may hurt her (maybe not...) but then is like she have so many to go through whereas for me I don't have much...(argh! i'm confuse already) and is like if I really break with her...I'll be like repeating the same thing as what I did to "someone" last time. And I know that if anyone were to read this they will definately think that in the first place why did I stead with her right? Well I mean is that I actually didn't want this but i guess that i'm jus too honest..and naive..(and thats me) I couldn't change that..thats jus me..I should be angry...but....I think I shouldn't cause she did this for a reason...and her reason was she didn't wan me to leave her (cause she know that I will definately leave her if i know her age..) that time i guess that she like me alot....I guess but then now is like I don't even know whether does she still feel for me anot? I don't even know....and she is lucky that i'm still waiting for her...I was hoping that when I get to talk to her again...I really hope to talk about this...I don't mind feeling hurt but I just don't like the feeling of making another person in my life to be hurt... I know that sometime we hav to make sacrifaces but then....thats really not my type....*sign*

2006-04-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Angry! And Sad....><"
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hm... let me talk about wha i'm angry about..well i'm actually very angry about my mom cause is like she likes to vent her frustration on me.... and i hate tt cause this is not the first time shes doing it. Well she was scolding me all sort of vugarities (which i dun care) ..then is like she said to me sorry for being angry cause she was in stress..... i mean why everyone is soo stress.. even my friend ...my....special friend "G" she was stress out wif me about her 'O' levels. It jus sooo seems like i piss her off alot i hate tt... Its not tt i hate her but it makes me....some how to hate myself even more...i mean i treated her as a very very extrodinary close friend... i mean i wanted to share things wif her...and is like now ever since she got a bf she change....(i knew tt will happen) the things tt i wan to tell her about what will happen to her and her bf and she told me tt i'm cursing her... i was having kind intention....but...she jus said tt... she jus change alot....i knew tt she will fall in love wif her bf (not like wha she usually say tt she only treated him as a younger bro but yet a bf) i know it! it is jus a matter of time...i guess tt our closeness will soo be vanish in thin air... anyway she won't remember the time when I and her talk...(the closeness, the confidings.... the fun tt we had....i guess.....it will jus soon vanish...)I jus begin to hate my self ....tt doesn't mean i like to reproach myself....but i jus hate myself alot....I've been saying this to myself alot of times already "maybe i shouldn't talk to her" ............

2006-04-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

Another Day just pass by...
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Well today hm...nothing special...jus another day jus pass by... anyway i was missing "her" wondering where is she now..(hahas)... And today guess what? I got to prepare dinner for my parents!!! (ahhhhh!) Damn! It is like I almost totally forget how to cook already! I'm like..."Man what should I do now... What am i gonna cook?" (ahhhh!) then after that I went to the cup board to see is there anything to eat for dinner and then I found...... CAN FOOD!! And I was like "hehehe I know what to cook already...(evil thoughts)" Then I decided to cook something simple... something.... hm.... yea something like fried rice...(What am I talking about?! It is fried rice!) So I went searching throught the refridgerator looking for other food (instead of CAN FOOD) yea... then after that I started cracking...yea thats all....hahas

2006-04-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

She came back!
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Man I WAS so happy tt she came back yesterday! But then she sounded abit normal to me (arrh what i'm I thinking?) anyway I was happy then. I could tell tt my relationship wif her now is like a very normal relationship not too deep and not to withdrawn (I kinda like tt) hahas. Well tt the end of the story for her. And another thing is tt My female best friend actually didn't wan to go out wif me! I don't even know y? I mean am I too scary to go out wif? I don't even know wha is she thinking but anyway i shall not force her...anyway it is her choice to go out wif me...haiz... i shall not think about it lar(heck care attitude) haiz.....

2006-03-30T22:05:00.000-08:00

Wishing...><"
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Man I just hope tt she can contact me as soon as possible cause I miss her alot...... (argh going crazy!!) haiz... anyway recently i hear frm her friend tt she is angry wif her best friend (which is currently contacting wif me) because her best friend forget to pass the msg of mine to her. So she got angry... I really do hope to console her lor...haiz... anyway today is the 9 day lou (waiting for her for 9 days already) I know tt it is no ttt long but it seems like a century to me. Haiz.. anyway i guess i better go sleep and wait for her reply ba.....i really hope tt ther mother will not be tt strick lor......haiz...Y must this always happen to me? ><" Haiz.... maybe this is my life ba....(really do hope to contact her again).....><"

2006-03-26T06:40:00.000-08:00

Thinking....
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I was recently thinking abit negatively...but i really dun noe.. i was suppose to trust charmaine tt she and i will wait for each other but the confusing part came to my mind...i hate it but i began to think "What is she thinking now? Is she thinking of me? Does she have the feeling for me?" tt wha i think.... sick rite i noe..its sounds like i'm abit desperate for her but I love her... she is the gal which came into the middle of my life... she is the one who i feel the suitable one for..me...i guess....but the fact tt i can't escape and will not is I love her..i really do hope tt she will contact me as soon as possible because its been a few days and i miss her alot... i've even wanted to tell her tt "FINALLY YOU ARE BACK TO ME" but i didn't get to tell her... so i guess i'll jus wait for her ans as i noe its really hard for me to go through the suffering days....

2006-03-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

Miracle!!
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Man! A miracle happen to me recently...which is i found a gf!!!! hahas i met her through maple..she was ok...then gd...then great... though it was only a few days but i could sense her likeness...the feelings was strong...i could feel it hahas....then after afew days later we became stead...(ahhh love again) hahas....it was happy until today came...... it was afternoon i sms her to see whether i can call her at 5pm today..she said can..but then when i waited till 5 i called her..her handphone was off....at first i was fustraded wif it...but then i begin to feel worry and sad...(hav a desprate feeling of wanting to noe where is she) slowly i waited...waited...and waited...i hate the feeling but i still tell myself tt i mus wait...so i waited until now which is 12:29pm....... i really dun noe wha to do but then...maybe i should trust her tt she is having her stuff to do......or she is really busy in some way.....(man i really miss her) it was like a double stab on me....first didn't get to tok to her.....then didn't noe where is she....feel like dieing....but can't cause i'll still hav to survive because of my responsiblilty......so in the end this became an suffering to me......*sign*

2006-02-26T08:04:00.000-08:00

Somethings jus dun come by.....
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I happen to noe somethings jus dun come by tt easily as wha i think... i used to picture the future wif who i really luv... but for sure one thing is tt i won't happen... i jus dunno... it jus seems like the more i imagine the more it won't happen... i hate it.. why is it like this..><" anyway this few days i had not really been toking to her (or maybe i hardly tok to her) i dunno really noe how is she...whether she misses me anot (argh! maybe i'm jus thinking to much anyway she is not my gf i shouldn't be thinking this way><" even thought how much i wan it) now is like i wan to be by her side... listen to her...jus like last time... but it jus seems like it is totally impossible all the guys by her side...surrounding her....it jus seems like something is disallowing me to get near to her when the guys are wif her.... i jus wanted to let her noe tt i really do miss her alot..but she always toking to those guys..and ....i jus didn't think it is the right time to tell her...i was hoping to tell her when nobody is toking to her but i'm scare tt she might get bored of wha i say (or how i feel towards her><") i'm jus scare....should i give up?.....i dun noe...i jus feel so distances towards her... i dun feel the closeness towards her again....so numb... i hate it... even i noe it take time..but then....nvm...sob....i oso dunno how long can i take this but for sur ei noe one thing is tt right now i will still continued to wait..n bear the numbness and pain...and try to be happy towards her ....(since she wanted me to be in tt way....) ....><"...

2006-02-25T06:29:00.000-08:00

I still dun understand....
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last nite i tok to her on the phone.... well we were quiet at first then after tt we began to tok. she was telling me tt she is going to fail her 'A' maths. i knew tt at tt moment i hav to keep quiet... then she began to tok to me in a different manner..i was quite sad when she told me tt she doesn't even like anyone and she jus kept saying like "dun come and sign to me!" and alot more she was saying all sort of things she nv once said to me last time. i ask her why is she toking to me in this way. she told me tt she was stress wif her 'A' maths .. i tries to understand her...but then she jus kept on telling me those things... at tt time i wanted to tell those things tt can make forget about her 'A' maths temporary...but in the end to no avail... i jus kept quiet..and kept quiet all the way....until when she felt tired then i told her to slp first... and then again she told me..."anyway i'm not tired.... and futher more my hp batt low...." trying to hint to me tt even if i put down the it means nth to her.....i dun noe if i am very sensitive but tt wha i feel....

2006-02-19T22:11:00.000-08:00

Great nite...
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After receving her sms last nite..she agree to let me call her... i was so happy at tt moment.. our conversation was about wha i wan to tell her....in the end i told her wha i wan to tell her... of a sudden she agree to stead wif me for jus one nite.. i was so damn happy...i didn't noe wha to say but i treasure the moment at tt very moment..(happy).. anyway we hav a very fun nite... it was memorable.. but i noe it is only for a moment only....we tak until 2 plus... after i noe tt i gtg already i didn't wan to put down the phone (i wan to continued to be on the phone so tt i will last) but in the end i hav to put down the phone...soon it was back to normal....i hope it will happen again......

2006-02-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

Thinking.....
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Man today was a quite a tired day for me. Cause i went out wif one of my friend and we both watch pink panther. It was really a nice and funny show to watch. After tt we went to arcade and blar blar blar...you noe....yep. Then i went back home blar blar blar....yep... n then i (dunno wha happen to me) was thinking of her....(almost cried..sob..) ...i was thinking whether did she still bother about me anot....but in the end i thought tt maybe she didn't even bother about me..so i was asking my self whether do i wan to sms her anot....(in the end i sms her...now jus waiting for her reply..) ........................................................then i receive her reply....i was shock because i thought usually she won't reply me in the nite...i was quite happy ya noe....but then i'm scare tt i will again suffer because of her topic and how she think of me....i jus so scare...but all i noe for now is tt i luv her alot....can't stop thinking of her...

2006-02-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

Why...?
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Today i was happy go lucky.... when the moment i saw her online she said hi to me. I said hi to her too... when the moment i saw her nick name i knew tt something was wrong..so...i began to ask her..to see if there is any thing wrong... she doesn't want to tell me...i indeed was worried...but i try to cover up..but i can't.. after tt i began to tell her the things tt i want to say i told her tt i really miss the old days when i use to talk to her alot... she oso said tt she "sorta miss" tt really cheer me up abit but then i didn't noe why she said tt word "sort of" does she means wha she say tt she "miss" the old days...it jus seems tt she doesn't even miss...i was jus thinking tt mabe i jus think too much but then when i hinted to her tt she is busy tt why we can't be like those days and she told me ...."sort of" and i ans her "ok..." i really didn't noe wha to say... then i ask her whether can i call her...she told me tt i can't because she got to call many ppl..it jus seems so like she doesn't wan me to tok to her she has been giving me this reasons for quite a few time..i was thinking at first tt maybe she is really busy..but then i dun find the reason why she can call other of her guy friends but not me.... till now she didn't call me anymore... i waited and waited and waited... haha to the means of waiting throughtout the nite....she didn't call me...i was thinking and always thinking about the positive side...but then each time she did this to me i can't take it.. i jus feel soo pain... i began to think tt maybe i'm nth to her... each time when i wan to tell her how i really feel she jus seems so not affected by my feelings..but each time when she is affected by her other guy friends she is always affected...and she will go on typing about them in the blog...the msn nick name...(haha hav i ever appear in her msn nick name(except for the one and only bad moment0)) whenever i wan to meet her she always not free but when other guys wanted to meet her she agree... was it so wrong for me to like her....i felt so distance between me and her.... how much tt i want to hold her...it is jus soo impossible already.....each time i tell myself tt i still wan to continued but then ...it jus seems so impossible already...i thought this year would be a good year for me .....no....it not......it not............................................

2006-02-15T05:14:00.000-08:00

Shock
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I was shock to see the blog... i didn't noe wha to do.... but for sure i was really really shock... when i see it...especally when i saw the kissy part... it was like all gone.. damn why must i see the blog i shouldn't hav seen it. I should hav acted blur then i will not feel that way.. i hate it ARGH!!! (i cannot take it anymore!!!) should i call her to ask her or not... i really dun noe i dun really DUNNO!!!! ARGH!!!!!.....

2006-02-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

The weakess link...
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As i know among all my friends she is the most important one to me...i jus dun noe why....when i didn't want to tel l her how much i luv her... she kept on asking me who i like and so on and so fore but when i hint to her tt how much i luv her, her attitude was like so ...didn't want to hear wha i say... and when i tell her about me and her she jus seems like she didn't wan to hear wha i say... but when her other guy friends tell about their problems between she and them, she jus so bother about it... frm this point i noe i'm not the important on for her...i'm jus so invisible to her.... i make me feel even sad when she bother to call other guys when they didn't call her but she jus doesn't seems to call me any more... if this goes on i'm going to break down...and i will begin to believe tt i am jus a piece of glass....where no one will noe tt i'm there... i was hoping tt she will care for me or bother about me...but now...no.....nth....totally nth frm..her...she is making me feeling worst....is not tt i didn't wan to make the approach ... i've done the approach for a few time... and especally when she told me tt her answer will be the same even when her 'O' level is over....maybe it is my fault for telling her tt she still hav tt little hope on...it my fault... i shouldn't hav told her... if i didn't tell her maybe at least she'll be talking to me now... i'm jus soo useless..so dumb....stupit.... i wanted her soo much but now...i noe tt i dun hav any hope any more... i dun hav it any more......gone.....gone......:'(

2006-02-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

Still harvesting........
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Well...its been a few days i've not been calling her... i wonder how ish she...i hope shes fine(of course she gona be FINE!).....well maybe i jus wonder too much....haiz...(who call me to like her so much haiz..) anyway today i went to collect my 'N' level cert...it was like so damn(argh!!!) well the whole story ish like i went back to my secondary sch and then no one ish at the sch!!! argh but lucky the office is still open...(ha...finally collected my 'N' level cert...) actually i oso wanted to visit my teacher too but then the whole sch went for cross country....(sian..) so i hav no choice but to jus collect the cert and leave the sch wif my friend. Haiz.. after tt we went to PW then so on and so fore.... ha finally i reached home. well when i reached home i was thinking about my parents of a sudden(dunno why..) anyway i think i treated them abit too much ever since ite started...so must treat them a different way...(nicer) after tt follow by the (the girl tt i like) thingin...man i really miss her alot..but too bad i'm not supposed to call her.....><"...(argh!!!) nvm...anyway i jus live like this....i'm sure it will be over soon.....i hope.....byebe

2006-02-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

CONFUSE....
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Well today when i found out about Darryl news.....i was wanting to tell her but then..... i remembered tt i made a promised to myself...(tt i should not call her...) But in the end i called her....i didn't noe why i called her but all i jus noe tt i want her to noe about the funny thing about Darryl...when i the moment she pick up the phone..i was very nervous... i almost didn't noe wha to say... (i'm such a failure...><") in the end i told her wha i hav to tell her. I was thinking whether does she still remember about the things tt i've once said before (about the liking thing) but the conversation between me and her...ish none about the "things" i've said before...><".....i still...wanted to tell her how much i've felt day by day....how strong ish the feelings but then i'm scared tt the things tt i kept repeating will irritated her....so tt ish the reason why i always kept quiet in conversation wif her....well i guess tt all for now..byebe

2006-02-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

Disappointed...><"
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well recently i got disappointed.....i dun really noe how to say but....well....i found out tt i didn't really dare to tak to her anymore....i jus dun noe wha to say.... to think tt she say it is best to remain as pals..i did... try to follow wha she say but i jus can't do it.... everyday i was hoping tt she will at least change her mind...but to no avail.... as i noe tt she had made a promise and having the glimpse of hope....i noe tt i hav totally no chance at all.... i try to give up but again i can't....as day go by..... the feeling gets stronger... i didn't really noe wha to do so i guess the best way is not to tok to her.... ppl may think tt i'm stupit but tt is me... but there is one special thing is tt whenever i didn't want to call her, she will call me of a sudden....i hav no choice but to tak to her...i really like taking to her...hearing wha she says about the friends around her and especally when she sometime confide to me... i didn't noe why i hav such a ability to noe how she feels.. but deifnately i noe tt when you really truely like a person you will automatically will noe he or her inner feelings.... i've tried to tell her how much i feel for her...but then the moment she says tt she will reject for now and most likely the future too..... i truely and really feel tt she really has no feelings for me...(to think all this while i've not been giving up...) but now since i noe about how she truely feels i think i should withdraw myself....i shouldn't continued....and i jus can't continued to be her pal anymore cause each time when i tak to her, the feelings wil get stronger...so i hav decided tt....i should not tak to her for the time being (even if its hurt me alot).... i'll wait till my feelings get over this then maybe i will tak to her again..... well i guess tt all for now....bye..><"

2006-01-29T23:44:00.000-08:00

well... hi this is the first blog tt i'm writing anyway today...hm.... totally suxz.....well because jus too bored at home didn't noe wha to do so i went to call this girl called gilian...well i didn't noe wh recently she began to tak to me in a very attitude way of taking....(argh i jus hate it!) then i told her tt why do we hav to always result to this..well she said tt it is because of her stress. Her stress for her homework and life...(hm... wha up wif life about her man><") well i tried asking her but then to no avail. Well she jus doesn't really confide tt much...><".... Frankly i've been asking my self tt since she doesn't like me at all... why do i still like her... well i actually wanted a something like she to like me but then i know tt, tt is totally impossible.....haiz.... i jus didn't know wha to do..... anyway i'll still try to make her to like me.... and see wha is the out come till the end of the day...><".....but then each time when she told me about like she going out wif her friends then i will be like "man i can't go out wif them because of my mum and futher more i didn't hav much money like them.." so tt became the reason tt starting frm today i maybe won't be calling her any more i didn't really want to bother her...i jus feel tt i'm like a stress to her...argh! dunnno wha to do.... but anyway i hope tt when i dun call her.... she would call me back and i'm tellin ya tt will really touch me alot!!!!! ha.....><" well guess tt i will end here already...ha.... byebe..><" (kouji)