* the love nest of him and her *

Monday, February 06, 2006

Disappointed...><"
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well recently i got disappointed.....i dun really noe how to say but....well....i found out tt i didn't really dare to tak to her anymore....i jus dun noe wha to say.... to think tt she say it is best to remain as pals..i did... try to follow wha she say but i jus can't do it.... everyday i was hoping tt she will at least change her mind...but to no avail.... as i noe tt she had made a promise and having the glimpse of hope....i noe tt i hav totally no chance at all.... i try to give up but again i can't....as day go by..... the feeling gets stronger... i didn't really noe wha to do so i guess the best way is not to tok to her.... ppl may think tt i'm stupit but tt is me... but there is one special thing is tt whenever i didn't want to call her, she will call me of a sudden....i hav no choice but to tak to her...i really like taking to her...hearing wha she says about the friends around her and especally when she sometime confide to me... i didn't noe why i hav such a ability to noe how she feels.. but deifnately i noe tt when you really truely like a person you will automatically will noe he or her inner feelings.... i've tried to tell her how much i feel for her...but then the moment she says tt she will reject for now and most likely the future too..... i truely and really feel tt she really has no feelings for me...(to think all this while i've not been giving up...) but now since i noe about how she truely feels i think i should withdraw myself....i shouldn't continued....and i jus can't continued to be her pal anymore cause each time when i tak to her, the feelings wil get stronger...so i hav decided tt....i should not tak to her for the time being (even if its hurt me alot).... i'll wait till my feelings get over this then maybe i will tak to her again..... well i guess tt all for now....bye..><"

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TheTurningPoint winks
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