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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Wha more could happen to me II
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All i could say is tt people are turning their backs on me. People tt i luv couldn't feel tt i was there. People tt I help before didn't really know tt i help. People didn't really know tt i took their blame. People only think tt i'm lame, childish, ugly, crazy and everything tt u can name it. My friends always called me not to believe in wha people had said about me. But even they are doing this kind of thing...People always says...they appreciate it..but acutally the was jus only a word wif no carried feelings in there.. I've always tried to run away frm the word "invisible" cause i didn't wan myself to be in tt way...but i guess i still hav to face it...the word is rite...I'm invisible...nobody could actually see me...i'm jus only another person in everyones life..a person tt everyone will walk pass tt all...even when it come to my parents.. they think tt i'm crazy when i usually tell this to them...i hav already no one to turn to already...i'm all alone..even when people say tt they are there....but when it come to real..they are not there. I couldn't blame them cause this is how my life works...rite frm the day my grandparents threw me out of the house and dun allow me to stay wif them...i knew i was a burden....a problem..or maybe a jinx. after saying all this probaly there is no one would even noe tt this is how i feel...cause i'm jus only another toking person in everyone life..nth much...and tt all...tt....all....

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TheTurningPoint winks
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